a whisper

A whisper

I don’t know what I’m feeling anymore

It seems that everything reminds me of you lately

I can’t believe after all these three years

It’s like a dream, a fantasy or an illusion

That has awaken in me

I don’t know if I feel joy or am I’m just restless

But you has always been a mystery to me

How can a picture evoke so many emotions?

There’s been so many things that I left unsaid

Maybe so many things that I didn’t have the nerve to face

Here I am waiting for something to happen

Clueless and confused

But certain that I felt something for you

It was real at last for me it was real

Not sure what it meant to you

But I would wish I could go back in time

And try harder again

It’s getting hard to breathe all of the sudden

The air is getting heavier and heavier

Or am I suffocating myself by this exasperating loneliness?

Who would think that being alone would affect me?

Maybe other people but not me

I don’t know if I feel nostalgia or am I going through changes?

But the feeling of not been able to be with you

Makes me wonder what could’ve happened if I wouldn’t been afraid

It’s like a reproach, blame or guilt

That I subconsciously place to myself

Here I am waiting for something to happen

Clueless and confused

But certain that I felt something for you

It was real at last for me it was real

Not sure what it meant to you

But I would wish I could go back in time

And try harder again

But I’m not gonna forget the sound of your name that easily

How could I forget a sweet melody?

Even if I call other names

Your name would still be like

A whisper